WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?!!!!
NO! NOT TELLING!! MI4 MI4!!(Secret in Chinese for those of u who didnt get it because u're not used to me using chinese/han yu pin yin..teehee)
But seriously,
today i got to thinking a bit and 2 things sort of came up:
1) im seriously incredibly SEXY.. im always so surprised at how bloody great i look..i mean everytime i look in the mirror is better than the last time.. i always know i look good but like seriously im always somehow caught by surprise how FREAKING AMAZING i look...sigh... ah well... here's to me.. what can i say? what can i say? He is one lucky boy!
2) was doing a retarded thing - reading past testimonials - in friendster (im upset! even tho i dont add people and this is the 1st time ive gone into it since a yr odd ago and my peeps from the states dont use friendster thus eliminating the uni friends.. WE GOT FACEBOOK, BITCH! heh.. i still have exceedingly little friends on friendster dammit! ive only got 52 .. now i know that friendster is not a competition to see how many friends one has, nor is it a way to check other people out [of course these are both not true - they are friendster's primary purposes u dimwits] anyway as i was saying before i savagely derailed myself from making my own point, i am terribly upset that i only have 52 friends using friendster. Terribly upset. Oh wait, i think i have a better point to this.. yes, indeed, apparently i can say nothing in a lot..lol.. ahh yes! so i was readin my testimonials and i chanced upon - ok fine, i didnt exactly chance upon it since its always been there - a few testimonials from non other than the ex..my supposed mr. big.. who has dashed my hopes of a comingly reunion, not that i can at this point in time, being so attached to another anyways, by moving on. On from me, that is. Well not entirely yet, but soon. i think. Or that's what he told me when he barged into my estate at an unearthly hour of 12ish at night and had the handsome audacity to stay til late/early morning. Oh anyway, as i was saying, the testimonials..oh so touching.. oh oh.. oh well. i shall not be sad. Rish said i shouldnt be sad and i am easily influenced so now im not sad. Just terribly upset that i have so few friends on friendster. Honestly everyone should get an account, even though the next time i go in is prob gonna be next yr.
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His phone bill from the states is going to be phenomenal.
