its too unreal.

surreal.

too much?

Are u sure this is happening?

The winter waltz.

is this real?

Pinch me.

He comes, throws snowballs, we dance in the snow.

How much more real could it be?

Is it?

Is it?

The winter waltz, he says.

...and the love affair carries on...

lol though erm, technically there's no love, and its not really an affair affair..i think.

im happy. it's great. im basking in the moments. not gonna worry about where its gonna lead, not gonna worry about what it means, not gonna worry if it'd last. (coz as u guys know i usu worry that it IS gonna last and that it DOES mean something and that it WILL lead somewhere) But maybe, just maybe, this time i want it to. NAAH.

hehee but for now, im reduced to being all girly and warm inside. its nice. fantastic. great. awesome. incredible. Soaking up the fires, the hugs, the erm smooches, the cuddles, the snowballs hitting my window, the smell of aftershave, the warm body, the walks, the shoulder, the hot body, the gorgeous features.

not gonna try and figure him out. let things go naturally. this time im going with my own feelings. forget convention, forget rules. and what the heck, if it doesnt work out the way i plan, i'll get over it. i always do.

for now, for now, its bloody awesome.



6 more days to L.A.!!!!

I apologise to all those of u who have been complaining abt me not blogging but in my defense, last week was a harrowing week.. 3 prelims and a paper plus some nervewrecking harrowment about housing.

But whatever. So the boy ive told u guys abt... (happy now?)
the break down..

1st "meeting" - frat party

1st date : dinner n movie (very cute, no actual contact, cept for a half-hug n lipgraze on the right cheek - the very first night i met him he grazed my left cheek! hee)

2nd date: dinner, iceskating (hand holding, body grabbing..he's RIPPED, YO!), back to his frat for Reservior Dogs(this movie by Quentin Tarauntino, n a bloody good movie at that!) under a big blanky n next to the roaring fireplace, stayed up and talked til ard 5am then he borrowed his drunken friend's car n drove me back(half hug, left cheek kiss - different doors apparently have different kisses)

2st "meeting" - bubble tea, talk, handholding on walk back to dorm, half hug, right cheek

1nd "meeting" - collegetown bagels, drinks, more talk, puts arm over me as we walk back to my dorm

3rd date - dinner, bumming ard, walks me back again, holds hands, arm around, get back, half hug, right cheek once more, he leans back, i check the vicinity outta the corner of my eye, ascertain there's no one ard, can not take it anymore, grab him by the lapels of his coat, reel him in and snog the hot bastard. Let's just say there was some definite tongue action going down. And in the midst of this, i start vibrating. And i think its nerves, but its my cell. Anyway, so when we're done, i kinda go, Aight, flick my hair, trying not to die of embarrassment and go upstairs. He calls out bye or something, and im about to die.

Then ard an hour later, i hear this weirdass noise outside my window and im like oh crap, its raining/hailstorm then i finally go to the window and he's throwing snowballs at the window. HE CAME BACK.

Dont worry, we stayed downstairs. We DID NOT come back to my room. lol

All i can say is ....... SO DROOLWORTHY!!

i'm on cloud 90000000... to say the date went well would be a gross understatement... YUMMYLICIOUS!! he's. so. hot. its. not. even. funny. *gasps for air*

smitten.