...and the love affair carries on...

lol though erm, technically there's no love, and its not really an affair affair..i think.

im happy. it's great. im basking in the moments. not gonna worry about where its gonna lead, not gonna worry about what it means, not gonna worry if it'd last. (coz as u guys know i usu worry that it IS gonna last and that it DOES mean something and that it WILL lead somewhere) But maybe, just maybe, this time i want it to. NAAH.

hehee but for now, im reduced to being all girly and warm inside. its nice. fantastic. great. awesome. incredible. Soaking up the fires, the hugs, the erm smooches, the cuddles, the snowballs hitting my window, the smell of aftershave, the warm body, the walks, the shoulder, the hot body, the gorgeous features.

not gonna try and figure him out. let things go naturally. this time im going with my own feelings. forget convention, forget rules. and what the heck, if it doesnt work out the way i plan, i'll get over it. i always do.

for now, for now, its bloody awesome.



6 more days to L.A.!!!!